On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me, what appeared to be a letter that said, “Never speak to me." How could this be, being that she said forever and always?

On the second day of Christmas I ignored what she had wrote, I left her apartment with 2 black eyes and a sore throat. Oh why? She left me to die, heartbroken and lonely.

On the third day, I wept, kept to myself trying to figure out, I took 3 prescription pills I found expired on the shelf.

On the fourth day of Christmas what caught my attention, her 4 closest friends just ignored my existence. Stupid bitches, I just turned to them and said…

To Hell with all of you this Christmas, Is this what you wanted? Funny that you gathered up the nerve, well I hope Santa Clause brings you just what you deserve.

On the fifth day of Christmas my friends said, “Just listen, AJ you’re going crazy”
Silence is golden, yet I kept on calling. I got 5 golden rings.

On sixth day of Christmas I sipped 6 mixed drinks, spent most of day seven in bed with a headache. The little drummer boy inside my head, won’t stop beating until I’m dead.

On the eighth day of Christmas, I changed my religion, I lost all my faith, and was losing my patience. 9 angels came down to save me from myself, on day 10 I repent my sins.

Thee eleventh day of Christmas, I spent reminiscing, ripped up old photographs, dipped them in gasoline. Memories will keep me warm tonight.

On the twelfth day of Christmas my true love gave to me, 12 days of agony, pain and suffering but I’m recovering, slowly but surely enough I’ll return to myself, just these past last few days I’ve been down on my luck.

To Hell with all of you this Christmas, Is this what you wanted? Funny that you gathered up the nerve, well I hope Santa Clause brings you and all your friends to Hell with him this Christmas, Is this what you wanted? Funny that I finally found the nerve, to say that I hope that you get what you deserve.